I feel stuck

So many of my friends seem to be doing something with their lives this summer. Either they are in Peru, or W. Virginia, Uganda, Mexico, wherever and where am I? I am here in hoity toity Glen Ellyn working at Giordanos with people calling to complain that I spelled their name wrong so it printed wrong on the reciept. SERIOUSLY!!! what is this? I feel cramped like I need to get out and make a difference like I should be in another state or country working for the Lord, working with kids adults working with special needs kids, anything but what I am doing and I feel like I am being stuffed in a bag without enough room to move to breathe. I know I know... take what I have and use it to witness to the people here where I am now. But have you ever been to Glen ellyn? wheaton? Naperville? if you have you know what its like to feel as if you have to be perfect have tons of money and settle for nothing less than the best. I TELL YOU I AM SUFFOCATING HERE!! I AM TIRED OF THESE PEOPLE THINKING THEY ARE BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE THINKING THEIR SHIT DONT STINK! WELL I TELL YOU WHAT! SHIT IS SHIT AND IT STINKS!
I want to be back at school, back in the city where I feel as if I can reach out more make a difference for people who actually want it. Does this make any sense?